I have been living my life for others for so long i actually forgot how great it feels to just love my own company and be happy with life without the need of anyone else. I used to live my life being happy by making someone else happy, and now i don't need that. Fair enough putting a smile of someone's face is an amazing feeling, but i don't need an arse to kiss or someone to kiss mine to be happy.

Its an amazing feeling to know that your happy and content with life without the need of someone else.

I have managed to see through a lot of crap people seem to feel the need to throw, bullshit their way into a meaningless friendship or relationship and now i know what's what and who's who, I know who my friends are, i know who i can trust and who i could very happily live the rest of my life without speaking to again :]
I also know now its a waste of my effort to dwell on the past or be angry about anything that nobody can change, the people that are in my past are there for a reason, and i intend to keep them there.

I will be turning 21 on monday and i really feel like its gunna be a great new start for me, this year so far has been amazing. I have learnt so much about myself, made so many new friends and really got stuck into my animation work.

At the minute i am putting a piece together for my showreel, it has quite a personal story behind it which just makes it that much more important and special to me, its me getting rid of the last bits of emotional rubbish in my head. Kind of cleaning house, through my work

I will pop some screenshots up as soon as its done